Insecurity just keeps hanging around. It jumps out at me around every corner. I dream, I think, I wish, I pray... and then I get lost in the insecurity. I read books to inspire me, memorize verses to encourage me, and then the insecurity drags me down again.
It stares at me when I look at the mirror in the morning. It screams at me when I sit down at my craft/cardmaking table. It laughs at me when I open my laptop.
It scoffs me when I fail in parenting, when I let the house get out of control. It's my constant companion when I go to a party, meeting, church, any gathering. Holding me back, dragging me down. Sometimes I think I have it conquered only to turn around and see it shadowing me once again.
One of these days, I will finally say GOODBYE, So long!! May that day be today!
be gentle in the comments, I'm feeling a little insecure! :)